Looking back over my past posts, I realize that I have been very critical and narrow minded. I'm hoping to change that this year. I'm also planning on writing in this more this year than I did last year.
I have a stable job for now, yet I'm not getting to work a full 40 hours a week right now due to the fact that I work out doors and it is winter time here in Colorado. I've been repairing windshields for a living and I love the work, but I really need to get a better job where I'm around people more and not living the lifestyle of a recluse. A friend of mine recently gave me a thorough ass chewing about this. Hopefully it works this time. I do have a tendency to push those that are close to me away. I've done it all my life. I always feel like I don't fit in with those around me and when they try to get me to open up more, I shut them out. Stupid huh? It's a defense mechanism that really has isolated me from the 'real world'.
I don't really know where I'm going with this post right now, So I'll keep it short this time. Mostly because it's close to midnight right now and I have to get up at 6:30 AM to get ready for work.
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